I feel like am dying insde. There's to much going on in my life. it sucks. So much of it is all trapped in ny head. The insanty in my head, can't even be explaind.
Then there's tommorw which is Sunday. I don't know what do. Sunday's mean support group meeting. Normally I look forward to these meetings because the group is usually a good one, plus I get to see my sponsor which is. Cool. However tomorrow I'm not really sure I should. Mainly because I'm. Using and I feel like I shouldn't be there,, and then there's the part of the meeting where they recognize one another for good time being clean. Well they recognize the new comer as well as those who have been using again. And if I go I lnow I'm going all of this pressure to so.
I'm done for the night. I'm too much of a lunatic to stay up anymore
'Til then...
- xian
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